Life As We Live

well i think you know well about the phrase
"when life give you lemons, you make lemonade" right??
well this is not about that..
not remotely near to that phrase..
life..
it's hard right??
sometimes i wish that it's easy and i have all the answers to my problems...
when life makes me cho0se between lemons and apples...
yeah i know you guys know that apple is far much better than a lemon...
sometimes i don't know why i cho0se lemons..
even i know that lemons are not as go0d as apples are...
why do life make us cho0se??
is it to challenge us??
to force us make mistakes and learn from them??
or is it just a way to live??
why can it be simple..
easy..just one thing offered...
no need to cho0se..
wouldn't it be great??
everybody would be happy..
no one would get hurt
and life would be much more worth living..wouldn't it??
well maybe choices is the best way to learn..
make mistakes...
make fools of yourself..
and make you wonder of what you cho0se..
is it right??
is it the best choice??
is it safe??
would it make you happy??
would you be able o live life after cho0sing it??
well..i sometimes hate wondering..
i wish i don't have to pick..
i wish i would just get the best out of everything..
and getting so without picking or cho0sing between other options.
i wish that sometimes that it was that easy..
given and not need to cho0se..
i wanna  life that is worth living..
a life that would make everybody happy.
it is not that i don't value my life right now..
just that i wish it was far easier..
and i really2 don't wanna hurt anybody's feelings right now..
life..
so0 hard..
so0 sophisticated..
so0 unfair..
but i guess that is life..
a life that we all have to live in..
a life that we all should be great full for..
a life that we should cherish more..
cause we are given only one life to live..
love life...