If it was easy..

if it was easy to control my feelings..
not to be sad..
that would be nice..

if is was that easy to change how i feel..
from being sad to happy..
that would be splendid..

if it was that easy not to cry..
and always smile..
that would be great..

if it was that easy..
but..
it's easier to fake and pretend..

wish i could run away..
ran as fast and far away as i can
leave everything behind..
and start life all over again..

not taking chances..
never wonder or hoping on some thing that can never be done..
stop believing in something that could never change..

not living in anyone else's shadow..
not being anyone else's second choice..

and make people love me for me..

and only me..

if it was that easy..