If it was easy..

if it was easy to control my feelings..
not to be sad..
that would be nice..

if is was that easy to change how i feel..
from being sad to happy..
that would be splendid..

if it was that easy not to cry..
and always smile..
that would be great..

if it was that easy..
but..
it's easier to fake and pretend..

wish i could run away..
ran as fast and far away as i can
leave everything behind..
and start life all over again..

not taking chances..
never wonder or hoping on some thing that can never be done..
stop believing in something that could never change..

not living in anyone else's shadow..
not being anyone else's second choice..

and make people love me for me..

and only me..

if it was that easy..

bored...

hey..
i'm bored..
in the office..
don't know what to do...
life here is a bit boring..
nothing much to do..
no excitement..
plain old government office..
right now i'm listening to glee - get it right..
love that song..
it brings a lot of meaning..
and i think maybe it kinda does relate to me a bit..
especially right now...
with all the problems that i'm having..

what can you do if your good is not good enough??
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right


well everyone has their own problems right..i'm so0 freaking bored here..
I've done all my work..
I've even have wrote down in my log book on what i have done for today..
which is not a lot..
calculating the cost of a house for two lots..
nothing exciting..
boring...
nothing much to say though..
tired + bored = fbing n blogging
i'm so0 bored..i don't know what to write anymore..(-_-")

no wonder...

why do gurls drive like ***
just a few hours a go i was on my way back home..
when this gurl who was driving behind a lorry at the middle lane (i was in the right lane)
suddenly decides in the last minute to cut infront of me..
what an ***..
i have do break so0 hard that the tires shriek...
she is such an ***
i nearly hit the road divider...
and then after she did that..
she thought that she can out ran me...(yeah she should think again)
i still remember her number plate BHQ 7890..
it was a viva...
and then when i drove next to her..
she makes this ugly face that she's sorry??
yeah she should think before she did that..
i think she was younger than me...
to0 guys and gurls that really2 don't know how to drive...
PLEASE STAY OFF THE ROAD!!!!!
don't endanger peoples live with you reckless driving...